ABOUT THE AUTHOR

PAINS IN ME

I STOOD IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DARK

THINKING WHAT SHOULD I DO

WITH HEARTACHES I FEEL IN ARK

HOW COULD IT BE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU.

I KNOW I COULDN’T HAVE BETRAY

THE PERSON IN THOSE SWEET ARRAY

YET STILL I CAN’T STOP MYSELF

FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU MY FRIEND.

I KNOW IT’S WRONG FOR ME TO SAY “I LOVE YOU”

‘COZ YOU COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND WHAT I FEEL

I KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN SHOULD I CAUSE YOU

BUT ICAN’T WIT THE BEST TIME TO REVEAL.

AND  NOW I’M SAYING GOOD BYE

TO THE FRIENDSHIP ONCE WE’VE SHARED

FOR I KNOW I COULD NEVER LEARN TO CONTROL  MYSELF

TO KEEP THIS LOVE I FEEL.

THE PASSION OF A LADY

THERE ONCE I STOOD BENEATH YOUR ARMS

FEELING SAVAGE WARMTH OF YOUR LOVE

THE WONDERS OF YOUR GLORY

AND THE VIRTUES OF YOUR COMMITMENT TO ME.

BUT THEN I REALIZE

THAT I COULD ONLY BE TOUR SISTER

AND IT HURTS ME SO MUCH,YOU KNOW

THAT WE COULD NEVER BE TOGETHER.

YOU ARE OLD AND I AM TOO YOUNG FOR YOU, MAYBE

AND THE STAGE OF YOUR DIFFERS FROM MINE

NOW REALLY DON’T HOPE THAT I COULD BE YOURS

SOMEBODY OWNS YOU RIGHT?

SO NOW FORGET ME, MY LOVE

FORGET THE PAST WE’VE SHARED

NEVER MIND THE LOVE I HAD ON YOU

I’M GIVING IT UP!

GLEES IN MAKATI

rakista baby

The breeze touches my face as I descend from the stairs.He smiled at me.I could feel the blood rushing into my cheeks and the volts walking down into my nerves.I could never imagine what it is like to fall in the brims of flowers.He walk past of me with a brim looks in his eyes .I feel falling down th aisle.

Days passed and there again I saw him.Still the same hunk man I saw before. But this time,in the middle of my dream-the dream that I could never expected to be true.He was with me,yes!. And we shared those moments together, enjoying each others company. But I had made one life miserable.A life of a man that was a trash for me. I destroy his life for the sake of that guy.I forget all our past and totally turn my head and heart to that guy.

Days go on and I started to fall in love with him,with every way he owns,his eyes,his face,his ways.I continue to embrace his sweet hugs and feel his presence.

He told me then that he want me.Yes he want me to be his friend, a true friend that would be there for him forever.

I was hurt for the fisrt time. I admit I had just love a guy, so tender, so weird.But what happened? My dreams turned into vain.He could never love me.He is old and I am young.He’s good and I’m bad. We have different perspectives.

But I love him.

Days passed, then weeks and months and years.

By a chance,I came to an alien world.Pampanga. This is amazing! I never came to expect this. I brace myself into comforts and I backed my confidence up. The start of the training-workshop made me so furios on everything. The people, the environment, and the atmosphere.

The end of all activities marked the excitement I feel.We were going to Makati. Since initial informations show that he is there, I became intensely frantic. Tears run to my checks as we travel all the way to Makati. Tears, not of sorrow but of joy. I really wondered why I feel this things.

To be continued…